My strength is in my forgiveness of the offense therefore it puts me in the drivers seat. Emotions should not be running me I should be running it. While you are forgiving your emotions will try to keep you in offense. Up root bitterness, anger and unforgiveness by Standing in the place and authority of FORGIVENeSS by speaking to your emotions. Emotions will lead you into a poverty of spirit if you allow the waste. Jesus is a great example of a Great forgiver and Gomer forgave his wife for much as you forgive you will be named among the great. You will never feel forgiven until you forgive. God forgives the GUILTY so who are you not to forgive.
You will never feel like you are forgiven, because it’s not an emotion or feeling it’s a decision.
Singing: I have decided to follow Jesus no turning back, no turning back.
If you need for them to apologize you have not forgiven